The streets are nearly empty, but the sound of the game hovers over the city, blaring over the playground with children squealing, flinching, cheering in unison; roaring from shop windows, whispering from cell phones for circles of people as if assembled for a campfire. Even the strays seem to listen for the score will ArrrArrrArrrrooooo as the Mexicans protract Goooool as an opera singer stretches a note. I am rooting for Mexico, for the joy of the whole city, for the pride of a nation.
There is an electric jubilation in the streets that makes the hair on my arms stand at attention. We all have goosebumps for the potential.
Another Oaxaca politician has been murdered. The newspaper reports the 150 bullets fired into the truck, the other casualties. The body is unabashedly published in black and white.
The people at the cafe watch the game on the iPad cash register. The Irish bar above the cafe waves the Mexican flag today. The patrons chant and cringe and watch together, eschewing real problems.
I wonder how many people are praying for a win. I wonder whether this is the right thing to pray for. Even more, I wonder if it will work.
When something makes me nervous or upset, like having an unexpected argument, I switch my mind to other things. The music on the radio, the breeze blowing through the windows, how delicious cinnamon is in savory dishes. This is how I cope with the tension in the air.
Even the gum sellers wear patriotic green. The baristas take the news of a point scored by the opposing team as they practice pouting expressions and milk to form designs on top, filming the process.
How long is this game?
I can’t take the groans from the Irish pub. I can’t bear the dismay of the baristas, I escape the cafe, but even Constantino, the man who sells rugs, is certain it’s already over.
Part of me knows that a sport should not mean so much. Part of me knows the value of metaphors and charms.
What happens when my lucky jersey doesn’t bring a win—when prayers aren’t answered?
- What do your smallest prayers consist of? https://www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/little-prayer; https://www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/prayer-8; https://www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/little-night-prayer